http://tech.slashdot.org/article.pl?sid=08/04/29/1441215
Saturday, May 3, 2008
Sunday, April 27, 2008
Tuesday, April 22, 2008
The inability to control myself
The thing that I hate most in the whole world around the globe or I should say universe is my anger, something that I am trying to control since my childhood but still sometimes it just crosses my limit and I become the jungly and once I am in that angry young man mode, I start doing anything just anything to get my wish, to get what I want, I become the real jungly. This is very tiring, to realize that I am unable to control myself, to feel myself out of my own chains and to feel that I am doing something I don't want to do, to realize that something is happening wrong, to have a wish to control the things around me and at the same time, controlling myself and then after 2 minutes realizing that you could control nothing and you are more and more angrier than what you were before 2 mins. It is frustrating. Why I cant control myself, why it just happens.... whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why it is so impossible to just having the control on your own..... And when I see that in past 1 year, it has grown in terms of frequency and the jungliness both, it becomes even more frustrating,,,, and the more frustrating it becomes, it comes more frequent, with more jungliness,.... and the more frequent and jungliness it has... it becomes more and more frustrating..... like a recursive function ....
I spoiled a lot of thing because of this stupid frustrating, irritating, "what do I say" thing ....
Goddddddddddddddd
I spoiled a lot of thing because of this stupid frustrating, irritating, "what do I say" thing ....
Goddddddddddddddd
The gems of my life
Thank god for you mercy that I have few gems around me, to help me out when I am in trouble, to listen to me even whe I dont speak a single word, to advice me whenever I need but dont ask, to show me the way where I should walk when I am lost, to give me the torch when it is night, to give the umbrella when it is rainy ..... Thank God for giving me some real gems, some real good friends.... They worth more than anything for me..... :)
They are worth more than a job of lacks, works more than living in U.S., worth more than having a beautiful rich girlfriend, worth more than just anything, literally anything.... I love them.... love you all.... be the same always.....
They are worth more than a job of lacks, works more than living in U.S., worth more than having a beautiful rich girlfriend, worth more than just anything, literally anything.... I love them.... love you all.... be the same always.....
Thursday, April 17, 2008
last 30 days of my B.Tech. completion
http://those4days.wordpress.com/2008/04/17/last-30-days-of-my-btech-excerpts-of-my-chat-with-one-of-my-very-good-friends/
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