The thing that I hate most in the whole world around the globe or I should say universe is my anger, something that I am trying to control since my childhood but still sometimes it just crosses my limit and I become the jungly and once I am in that angry young man mode, I start doing anything just anything to get my wish, to get what I want, I become the real jungly. This is very tiring, to realize that I am unable to control myself, to feel myself out of my own chains and to feel that I am doing something I don't want to do, to realize that something is happening wrong, to have a wish to control the things around me and at the same time, controlling myself and then after 2 minutes realizing that you could control nothing and you are more and more angrier than what you were before 2 mins. It is frustrating. Why I cant control myself, why it just happens.... whyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy ... why it is so impossible to just having the control on your own..... And when I see that in past 1 year, it has grown in terms of frequency and the jungliness both, it becomes even more frustrating,,,, and the more frustrating it becomes, it comes more frequent, with more jungliness,.... and the more frequent and jungliness it has... it becomes more and more frustrating..... like a recursive function ....
I spoiled a lot of thing because of this stupid frustrating, irritating, "what do I say" thing ....
Goddddddddddddddd
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"anger" has been a problem for a lot of ppl. i think i have figured out a very simple way to contol it and at time it really works (at time)
"control , relax , breath in breath out" that all i say to my self and it helps atleast at times.
try it out!
hmmm gud trick .... vl ty and hope it works
-hemant
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