The Ohio State Admit

I got into Ohio State Univerisity(One among top 10 in U.S.), but it sucks like hell..... crying and laughing at the same time ...... the Game Of The Fate .... The God gave me another chance to write my own fate .... but God why did u keep so many blank pages.... Perhaps you dont know the pain when you read a blank page and you feel its meaning.... perhaps He does not know how it feels when you laugh out loud and crying tears inside.... perhaps You, you the God,,, does not know how it feels when the tears come near to the eyelid,,,, ready to pour down the face... but you cant cry...... God perhaps you don't know how it feels when you want to cry and there are people around you, you cant stop the tears, you cry and the world feels ki ye khushi ke aansu hai.... God, I beg, don't write a blank page like this in my fate.... If you show me sweets, give me a mouth to eat them, otherwise what do you want me to do, do you want me to show the sweets when I am hungry, you know I cant eat them, GOD.... GOD.... GODDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDDD, There is no God, I don't trust on any GOD,,,,,,, I wanna cryyyyyyyy, I am crying...... The delhi demo tomorrow morning 10 am, all are sleeping except my eyes..........I wanna cry out loudddddddddddddddddddd. louddddddddddddddddddddddddd. louddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddddd