'SM****'

There was this girl... her name starting with 'SM'.... and i am missing her tonight... she gave me a real good company when I needed... she used to tell me her each n everything to me... she used to listen to me... she was the one, i could rely upon... she was the one, I could blindly trust... and today when
I need someone most... when I need someone to help me to make my way out of this crap.... when I desperately want someone like her...... today, when I need her help..... I cant expect it from her... and u know why ..... the reason is myself .... I am a crap... I am a holy crap ...... I deceived her... I deceived her for ... God knows how long.... she came back..... she wanted to get back to previous friendship... forget everything and I messed up all again ..... I need you 'SM****' .....I am breaking down ....... I feel your importance tonight....... but what can I do now..... time is gone .....

PS : Don't waste your time collecting stones, one day you may wake up and realise that you lost a diamond while you were busy with stones.......