THEN & NOW-5

THEN

I don't know whether I will get admit or not. God, help me. Please bring at least one admit with funds

NOW

I have 3 admits with 2 good universities but no funds :( .
I spoiled my one recommendation already. So, my future admits with funds is just a dream. I hope it comed true but what is probablity? Hope it is more than zero. GOD, only you know the hardwork and the reality, Please help me if Thy exists.