Good news. Bad news.

There was this girl D.K. and I dont know why but sometimes all the moments that we shared becomes alive in front of me and I see them exactly as they were. It gives lot of pain, it hurts badly. I cant sleep, I loose my interest in everything, I cant even do surfing that time. But the good side is that all this happens only at few times, like when I am thinking of something and with the flow of thoughts I reach to those old good moments. And another good points is that slowly slowly both, the frequency and the intensity, of this disturbance is reducing. Previously it used to happen more often and whenever it would happen, I would go restless for a long time untill I sleep, which apparently was a herculean tast at that moment. But now, it is less intense, after some moments I am able to walk over it and move on and also, it happens less often. But one bad news is that, it happened this morning at aroung 5:30 again :( but the good news is that, after sometime I was able to move on without going back to sleep again.

There was a time, when I was thinking of meeting pshychologist regarding this, but now I think I will be able to come over it myself.

Isn't that a good news? This relationship taught me a lot of things, really a lot opening my closed and opaque weak points, and showing me where I needed to improve myself.

Isn't that a good news? ya definitely. But the bad news is that the shock is not yet over, even after lot of months since the death of our friendship.

But the good news is that it is giving signs of their near end and that they will be over soon.