Lost moments with those poems

My old computer is not working and I lost a lot of things in that, especially my poems. I had written them on some really tender moments, sometimes when I was struggling, or when I was very happy with life or sometime when I was in the blues. I had tried to confine those moments into my writing and it is really painful to realize that I have lost them, forever. The poems that tried to preserve my feelings of some tender time of my life, so that I could look back at it in future and feel happily nostalgic, I lost them. Alas :(

I am not that good poet and I may not be able to write anything like them again. They came out good because of the intensity of the emotions and feeling at that time. Whenever I read them, I felt like I have traversed back in the time and I could feel the emotions of the old good/bad time in the past and later, I would be happy after looking at my life retrospectively thinking that I was like this and that .... but now I may never feel those emotions again..... :((

It is painful... oh should I write a new poem at this moment...

wo kagaj kafi tha,
in aankhon ko bharne ko,
khushi thi, gam bhi tha,
un palo ko yaad karne mai,
shayad wo panna kabhi mil nahi paayega,
par phir bhi ye dil kya unko bhula paayega?

nayi kavitaon se naya panna bhara jayega,
aur usse ek se jyada jagah "save" karke rakha jayega,
phir ye dard dubara nahi aayega :)

what a crap ... ahhhhhh
wish the old computer works and I can get them back.