Sometimes I wonder

Sometimes I wonder if there is anything named "love" exists in this world ?
Sometimes I wonder whether "love" means "need" or is it "want" ?
Sometimes I wonder whether I should be Jack or H****t ?
Sometimes I wonder whether I am "me, my sould" or "my mind" ?
Sometimes I wonder whether I am part of the God, the creator of the universe or God is completely different to me?
Sometimes I wonder why have I been born?
Sometimes I wonder what I want to be, a manager or an engineer?
Sometimes I wonder is research the right thing for me?
Sometimes I wonder whether answers to these questions matters at all in my life?
Sometimes I wonder what the earth or all the humans of the earth, are collectively doing in broad sense?
Sometimes I wonder whether there is a boundary between truth and false?
Sometimes I wonder whether there is a boundary between ethical and unethical?
Sometimes I wonder if there is any such boundary then who defines it and who has given the authority for that?
Sometimes I wonder that the fan that is revolving above me, is it really revolving, or it is revolving in my mind... or in the viewer's mind, in the viewer's imagination?
Sometimes I wonder whether I am in the heaven? or in the hell? or it is really the middle of the two, the earth?
Sometimes I wonder whether any answers to all of them exists? if exists, then who gives it?
Sometimes I wonder what is illusion? If it is illusion, then what is the ultimate truth?
Sometimes I wonder... is this the ultimate truth?